Rolling Stones Gather No Moss

This is what my boss told me when I asked him, y my seat have been changed again. This is my 6th seat in this room and I am really fed up of all this. Every time someone has to join my seat gets changed and all I can do is nothing but just carry my stuff from one place to another.

I really don't understand why its always me, and why can't I be made to sit at a place which is permanent. Stupid theories is all the 'Management' can give about thier really stupid actions.

Well, all I can do is cry about this coz my voice always falls on deaf ears. I have made it a point to wait for the right moment and then say it out.

As of now I am quite. But this my be the silence before the storm.

Back to Square 1

I am back at work, although not at full speed but catching up. Don't have much pressure at this time but it is sure to mount higher and higher. And things will be same again. Coming to office early, leaving late and coding even in my dreams.

I know I am supposed to make a huge attempt to get my life at full pace but even I need a break, sometimes. Anyways, I can crib and cry about what I don't have or I can make an honest attempt to make my life better. And that's what I am trying to do.

Much about me. But there are other things going around also. Will write back soon.....

Its Over

My exams are over and I cannot be more elated. The last 19 days have been really tough and I have struggled a lot during these days.

I am glad that it is finally over. Thank God. Looking forward to new things now. I am looking for a big change. Yeah, I really big change. Lets see what happenes. As of now I am just happy that I am free for a while.

Nearing the End

Exams are coming to a close this tuesday and I can't be any happier. Its been a very long period. 19 gruling days (1st-19th July) and it has really taken the air out of me.

Not much to write home about the exams :(. I am left with just 3 exams and then it will be all over for this sem and then in December again I will have to undergo this process. I am not thinking about december right now. Just want to do well in the remaining exams and that's it.

After exams its office again for me. No breaks. Don't know what's in store for me.

I guess till the 19th I can only wait.

Parasites!

Yeah, I am trying to mix my exams with my work. I have been to my office in between my exams. Amd the exams, they are stretched upon such a long time. Wish, it had ended earlier.
Anyways, things at my workplace are ok.

I have just been moved out of a team and pushed into another one so don't have that many responsibilites on my head :). Don't know what I am expected to do in this new team. There are alreday a few whom u can categorize as the informal team leaders.

I have no issues working under/with anyone, its just that the management has failed time and again in just establishing the fact that what is my role. I have been doing a lot of roles for about 6-8 months now or maybe more. Project Management, Maintenanace, Development etc.

There are a few of those kind who need to be spoonfed everything. If I can read a client so can they. But they have made it a point to bug me time and again about the mails. Their typical reaction is "I get a lot of mails and I don't read all of them". This has been their habit for a bit too long now. I think, at an age that they are now, they should be responsible for their own work. I can't spend 15 mins every hour explaining what is to be done.

I plan to say all this in my next review and I am waiting it eagerly. And this time the parasites may better be prepared.

Back From The Garage

I got my car back today and the feeling of getting it back was overwhelming. The last one week has been really long for me. The wait was so agonising. But now it is over.

I will staying away from the car for a while now. Lets see when I drive it again.

The car looks fine. They have changed the bumper. I also saw the spot where a banged it. It haunted me for a while. But then, the car was in the able hands of the dealership so.

Right now, I am happy to get my car back. And when I look 1 week back from now, I feel happy to be alive.

Me Against The Books

My exams are on from tomorrow and I am having a real tough time reading all these books. Reading is just not my cup of tea. Not sure how I will fare, but have got my fingres crossed.

Exams are always tough especially when you haven't touched your books the entire semester. And this time around they are even tougher for me. I have been studying for a while but not my course material but .NET stuff. After all I need to keep my job.

Anyways no love is lost between me and my studies. Sometimes a wish if I could do just one thing at a time rather than multitask a whole bunch of activities. Guess, this is what god has choosen for me.

I am looking forward to each day as it comes hoping destiny has some nice things in store for me.

As for my war with books, its on... its really on now.