Koi Dewana Kehta Hai - by Dr. Kumar Vishwas

Koi deewana kehta hain koi pagal samjhta hai,
magar dharti ki bechaini ko bas badal samjhta hai,

Main tujhse dur kaisa hu,tu mujhse dur kaisi hai,
Yeh tera dil samjhta hai ya mera dil samjhta hai

mohobbat ek ehsason ki paawan si kahaani hai,
kabhi kabira deewana tha kabhi meera diwaani hai,

Yahaan sab log kehte hain meri aakho mein aansu hai,
Jo tu samjhe toh moti hain jo na samjhe to paani hai

Bahut bikhra bahut toota thapede seh nahi paaya,
Hawaaon ke ishaaron par magar main beh nahi paaya,

Adhoora an suna hi reh gaya youn pyaar ka kissa,
Kabhi tum sun nahi paaye, kabhi main keh nahin paaya

Bhramar koi kumudni par machal baitha toh hungama,
Humare dil mein koi khwaab pal baitha toh hungama,

Abhi tak doob kar sunte the sab kissa mohobbat ka,
Main kisse ko hakikat mein badal baitha toh hungama

Main uska hun wo is ehsaas se inkaar karta hai,
Bhari mehfil mein bhi ruswaa har baar karta hai,

yaki hai saari duniya ko khafa hai humse woh lekin,
Mujhe maaloom hai phir bhi mujhi se pyaar karta hai

Main jab bhi tez chalta hoon nazaare choot jate hain,
Koi jab roop gadhta hoon to saanche toot jate hain,

Main rota hoon to aakar log kandha thap thapate hain,
Main hasta hoon to mujhse log aksar rooth jate hain

Mat poooch ki kya haal hai mera tere aage,
Tu dekh ke kya rang hain tera mere aage

Samandar peer ka andar hain lekin ro nahi sakta,
Yeh aasu pyaar ka moti hain isko kho nahi sakta,

Meri chahat ko dulhan tu bana lena magar sun le,
Jo mera ho nahi paaya woh tera ho nahi sakta

sazi hai khushnuma mehfil sabhi dildaar bethe hain
jidhar dekho udhar hi ishq ke bimar bethe hain

hanseeno ki adaon pe sabhi dil haar bethe hain
hazaron mar-mite aur sekron tayaar bethe hain

After 6 long Years!!

After 6 years

OK, folks a bit of history for every one's benefit. Like all educated men, I also had the opportunity to attend a school when I was young. My school years had not really been eventful as I was more focused on my studies. But 2001-2002 was a different year. And this was the year that changed me in more than a few ways. This was the year I first fell in love with a girl. We use to meet at our tutions and that was where I got to know her. When, it was my final day of tution before the big board exams and I knew this may be the last time I'll be able to see her, I proposed her. And she refused. Well, folks it has been 6 years since that day and I had not seen her. We have been in touch via phone/ emails/ chats for the last 2-3 years, since I re-discovered her on the Internet. One big thanks to ORKUT for that.

I had asked her a few times to meet up but she never entertained the idea. And after trying a few times, even I had given up any hopes of meeting her again. But 06 May 2009 was a different day. I was returning home from my day job with my office colleague in my office cab when the idea of having a chicken roll hit one of us. We left the cab around Venkateshwara college and headed straight to one of the famous Roll shops in Satya Niketan.

As, I was just standing at the shop, chit-chatting with my colleagues, a familiar face passed by. I instantly knew it was her. She went into a shop. I could not resist, picked up my phone and called her. She acknowledged and came around to say "Hi". We had a brief chat wherein she did not miss to mention that I have put on a lot of weight. And then she had to move as her car-pool buddy was waiting for her.

Surprisingly, I did not feel the attraction I use to feel when I was in school. And frankly, she was not looking like anything she use to look like. Maybe it was just infatuation then. I did not feel anything for her. I even mentioned this to her the next day we had a chat. I know that was mean from my side but could not help it, it is in nature to be outspoken and a bit blunt at times.

All said and done, know I now she was not meant for me and and I thanked god and more importantly her for not letting me have her when I had a chance.

Therefore, 2 things are clear. First, I am still single and Second, I am desperate not to be.

Tongue Twister Song of the Year

O Welcome Hain Jee Apna Hi Garage Hain
O Truck Ka Wala Geet Hain Jee

A Lo Ji Ho Jaa Shuru

Tunnak Tunnak Dat Calander, Enjan Pichchhad Pechcha Oye
Oye Diggiyaan Bonut Glat Pletta, Mogge Shi Moge Vechcha Oye
O Kharcha Control Kar Truck Bhi Lena Hain
Tunnak Tunnak Dat Calander Enjan Pichchhad Pechcha Oye
Oye Diggiyaan Bonut Glat Pletta Mogge Shi Moge Vechcha Oye
Dudh Malaai Kukkar Shukkar, Ghar Ger Berger Sherger Oye...
Ho Dudh Malaai Kukkar Shukkar, Ghar Ger Berger Sherger Oye
Tu Hi Collector, Tu Hi Commisioner, Fir Bis Salakhan Ander Oye
Oye Lucky Lucky Oye, O Lucky Oye
(Oye Lucky Lucky Oye, O Lucky Lucky Oye) - 3

Onde Ponde Ghoomde Phirde, Is Duniyaa Vich Challe Oye..
Onde Ponde Ghoomde Phirde, Is Duniyaa Vich Challe Oye
Nachda Naunda Sab Nu Bajaunda, Tu Uthe Sab Thalle Oye
Uthe Taale Seedhe Karta Jithe Janda Harpal Vo Oye...]
Uthe Taale Seedhe Karta Jithe Janda Harpal Vo Oye
Tu Hi Barrister, Tu Hi Minister, Phir Bis Salakhan Ander Oye
Oye Lucky Lucky Oye, O Lucky Oye
(Oye Lucky Lucky Oye, O Lucky Lucky Oye) - 3

A B C D Chaida Mainu, Vadi Biddi Chaida Mainu
Ctvv Chaida Mainu, Lcd Bhi Chaida Mainu
Laal Murseri Chaidi Mainu, Laal Kila Bhi Chaida Mainu
Haa Haa Chaida Ho Ho Chaida

Mainu Chaida Chaida Chaida Chaida
(Chaida Chaida Chaida Chaida) - 3
Haaye Tote Tote Paaye Parandi, Dhik Tik Dhinn Nisariyaan Hoye..
Haaye Tote Tote Paaye Parandi, Dhik Tik Dhinn Nisariyaan Hoye
Badiyaan Paapad Dikhe Chaapad, Munda Amritsariya Oye
Kehnda Sunhnda Chad Da Jhoga A Kuch Mil Da Yadda Oye...
Kehnda Sunhnda Chad Da Jhoga A Kuch Mil Da Yadda Oye
Tu Hi Shahrukh, Tu Hi Clinton, Tu Hi Falak Da Faanda Oye

(Oye Lucky Lucky Oye, O Lucky Lucky Oye) - 8
O Lucky O Le Petrol To Pawaaya Hi NiKoi Gal Ni,
Saaddi Gaddi Te Goodwill Naal Chal Di A

1 Gold 2 Bronze

This edition of Olympics had brought great surprise and joy for the country. Abhinav Bindra did it for us in shooting earning us a much awaited gold. We also got 2 bronze medals thanks to Susheel Kumar, who won a bronze in 66Kg wrestling and to Vijayendar who got us a bronze in boxing.

I really don't know what was the last time India had 3 medals in one olympics. We need more champions like these.

Samsung Beat i450

Remember that Aamir Khan Samsung ad, yes I own a Samsung Beat i450.  I love the phone and the inbuilt media player. I think the two-way slide and scroll features are great. The 3D surround is amazing.  I had my eyes on the phone from the day I have seen it and was waiting for it to get cheaper but incidentally I brought it knowing that its prices are not going to go down early.

Now I plan to use all the features of the phone. Will keep updating as I discover the good and not so good things about the phone.

My Best Friend is No More my Friend :(

I am in great agony and pain while writing this blog entry. And to be honest I am not sure what to write. I am really hurt with what happened to me this week. 

Someone who was so close to me has decided to desert me. Yes, my best friend has decided that she doesn't want to keep in touch with me and she seemed very clear about what she wants.

She has been my best friend for sometime now. When me first met we connected really well. We became the best of buddies sharing every little thing. She became a part of my life. I enjoyed every moment that I was with her. She use to pamper me a lot. In fact, she ignored a lot of stupid things I did. I felt good that there is someone you can rely upon.

We use to fight a lot. And then I use to make it up to her. Every time we fought the bond between us became stronger. To be honest I started liking her a lot despite of the fact that she has a boyfriend. And everyone took notice of my liking for her. And then I told her how I felt about her and what she means to me. But she was not ready to get into a relationship and she had valid reasons for this. She told me that she cannot be what I want her to be but we can be best friends for a lifetime. I liked her honesty and decided that lets keep it that way only.  But deep inside me the desire for her kept burning. 

And then this happened. She started maintaining her distance from me. I kept asking but she did not replied. For six months this continued. And then one day when I called her up, I was surprised by what she did. My little angel had gone wicked. She said a lot of wicked things to me which I could never imagine she could say. But she kept saying and I kept listening. 

I was surprised to find out that the warmth inside her has suddenly gone. She was really cold and emotionless. The girl I knew was lost. She said she doesn't want to keep in touch. She said I am a very smart man and I play my moves smartly. She even told me that I should not be peeping into her private life.

I asked for reasons, but she has decided to leave me with this burden. I just want to ask her when did I played smart with her and took her advantage. I never lied to her about anything but still had this to say.

My world turned upside down. I was shocked. But I told her that if she doesn't want to keep in touch then let it be like that. My only concern is her happiness and if this makes her happy then let it be like that. And trust me guys, I will not make any attempts to reach out to her again. I just don't want to disturb or bother her anymore.

Some say she used me like the cheapest napkin that one can buy. Some say I was just a 2ND option for her. Some say its her habit to flirt. Some say she is just like that - COLD.

Whatever someone might say, I know what she meant to me. And even today if she needs me for anything I will be available to her. 

Those of you who happen to read this entry, please don't post comments and please don't ask questions. Because, how much I might write, no one can hear the voice inside me. And as sad as I might be, I know life goes on for everyone. And I wish for myself all the luck in the world.

A BUG In My LIFE!

Yes, guys.. my life is now being infected by a bug called HSK. This bug has its roots in Iran and now Gurgaon is its new habitat.

Before u guys go on to draw any conclusions, let me say that this is actually a person that I am talking about. You might have heard of parasites.. guess what.. i met one.

This guy is a complete a**h***. With no tech knowledge he is heading a team, a young team. And the team is suffering greatly because of this guy. He has a habit of shrugging responsibility of his shoulders. And I have confronted him about this a couple. But, I guess, Old Habits Die Hard. And those of this BUG are too old to be replaced.

We are actively working on an Anti-Virus solution for this bug, where we will either remove him completely from our hard disks or at least quarantine him.