Loved U Once, Still Love U and Shall Continue to Love U!!

You know there are times when I believe that I don't love u and then there are times when I believe I should not have loved u ever. But the reality doesn't change itself just bcoz i so badly wish it to, it remains that I still love u.

When I first saw u, i was drawn by ur beautiful black eyes, ur nose pin and those straight black hair of urs. You looked just perfect and I believe u still do. I was bowled over my dear, out for a duck as a cricket lover might want to call it. And the way u walked, u had an absolute aura of beauty all around u.

I would look at you from a distance, always thinking if ever I could get a chance to speak to this girl, the girl - of my dreams. And then it so happened that destiny had indeed planned something for me. The day came when I first came within 5 feet of u. I still remember how difficult it was for me to keep my eyes off u. I was smitten.

But it doesn't end there. It so turned out that we met again, of course u initiated it, won't take that credit away from you. And I told myself what r u waiting for man, she is here, reachable. And hence began my quest to win u over. And I tried. The more I came to know you, the more I felt u r the one for me. I enjoyed every moment I was with you. Life was so nice. And my quest gave me a chance to write 1st(or may be 2nd) of my poems. I poured my heart out in every word I wrote and knew this could be the moment I can tell you what you mean to me.

But, little did I forgot, that one can see the moon but cannot reach out and touch it. You said 'No'. I was devastated. I knew u have already chosen a companion on this journey called life. I wanted to hate u and I tried my hardest at it.

But men fail, and so did I, in my attempts to draw myself away from u. You know today when I see u, i might not say a word, but that's just because words fail me.. and I cannot tell you how much I still love u...

I know u mite never read this.. and never will u ever understand what i wanted to say then and what I want to say now... but the fact shall remain 'Loved U Once, Still Love U and Shall Continue to Love U!!'

- Gaurav